March 12, 2016


Perfectly imperfect...

Doesn't this sound wonderful?

      And even if the thought only lasts for a few minutes, it doesn't diminish the feeling.

This is the most disarming expression one could ever hear.
           Take my word for it.

Isn't this what we're all about? 
    The bad things we believe we are
           or the bad that we see in ourselves...
    The things we think we could never be or
    The things we so erroneously believe we're doing wrong...

that one person sees it...

We don't have to believe it, nor change it.
And why wouldn't that person be YOU?

Hey, I'm not trying to build confidence here...or maybe I am. For me...someone out there. Who knows?
All I know is that I'm really bad at this. And may be bad at a lot of other things.

March 9, 2016

Party pooper

Wow...pure genius! the guy who said this! 

Am I the only one who is annoyed by the fact that someone is stating the obvious? 
Of course I don't give a  about what Mr. Nobody has to say...

    Anyways...getting away from the point, really.

Don't worry, I'm not PMS-ing or anything... 

I just had a really moody day...week...month..s.

a whole lot of this...

Yes, I am like that and more...
A little bit of this too...

And I ask myself a lot of questions. So sick and tired of this...

Can I allow myself to be ME around people? Not just any people, but those I care about.
       Cause asking the others to accept me for who I am at any given moment seems such a selfish thing to do.

I know'll think I'm a fraud, cause until recently I would't shut up about love me for who I am etc. etc.

    But let's say that lately - and by lately, I mean today - I've been thinking about at what extent I can impose my person/personality/character on those I care about. 

It's quite obvious that I'm not interested in the effect          I have on those I'm not fond of.

Ok, they're supposed to love me, support me, put up with me at any time. But do you ever wonder what it's like for them? Cause I
    I'll admit: I'm not Shrek, Blair Witch project every day, so, would it be alright for me to assume that once a month - besides PMS, of course - would be doable?

What am I talking about? 
Well - we all have our days, when we're more than unbearable.
I'm talking about those days when we feel like explaining ourselves...but we don't.

In the end, I'll admit: I still stand by my theory when it comes to romantic relationships.
If him and her are not compatible and if he cannot put up with her ...shit and viceversa...well, they're doomed. 

I must be like this cause I've been dieting and exercising for a month now and it's so unlike me to do so.
I hate dieting.
I hate exercising.

I like food.
And coffee.

And sweets...any sweets made of chocolate..mainly, but anything with the right amount of sugar will do.

And if I have to let someone next to me, as Big put it: